Random Words & Ramblings.

Yeah I finalized a trip today to FL and a few other trips aswell. I need this vacation so much and I am so stoked. Oh and I am in a new band I can not remember if I talked about it yet. It is just starting so I am not just replacing anyone. I am so excited to make some music and play some god damn shows in the future. :)

It is to damn hot!  I hate it hate it hate it.  It has been in the 80s here in WA for the last two weeks and I really don't like the heat.  This is Washington for fuck sake it is not supposed to get this hot.  Well there was some good this weekend, saturday was the one year anniversary of me coming out so I am officially one in gay years now.  It has been interesting year to say the least.  I would say 75% good for the most part.  Well it is finally starting to cool off a little and I am jamming to Stevie.  I love Stevie you all should start listening he makes everything better.  Well I am off to bed later.

Well today I have started to really look hard for a new band to join, and I know I will not fuck it up this time.  Well hopefully I won't fuck it up.  I have all these ideas, emotions, and all this creativity pent up and looking for release.  It has been crazy I have all these words waiting to put to a melody.  Begging for me to sing them.  So hopefully I will find a group of people with the same ideals as me to make some chunky music for me to howl over.  I am so anxious...

Ahhh...  What a Saturday getting up at 1pm, hungry, horny, and anxious.  What to do, what to do?  Well today looks like it will be a relaxing day except for this itch :)  Well I think I will take a shower first and handle the horny part then get some food.  Well lets get serious here after I eat I will be on a quest to handle this horny-ness again... We will see how the day goes.



Hey look it a horny Paul.  Common but still fun to look at.

Today went alot better at work, untill around 9 or so I checked my cell for text messages from my band mates, and it finally sunk in that I was kicked out because of missing tomany practices.  Oh well it is my own fault and all because of some guy I like.  I have yet to figure out if he was worth it but I really do missing singing.  It has been over three weeks now so I guess I will have to start looking in "The Stranger" (local free alternative paper in Seattle) and on craigs list and go on auditions again.  I supose it was for the best though I was the only gay member in the band and all the other members were about ten years my sr.  I was just a replacement and lasted only three months.  Oh well.  So if any of you guys know of a band in need of a singer in the Seattle area that is into metal/industrial/prog rock give me a holla!

    Does anyone ever have one of those days where your boss tries to blame you for their mistakes?  That was my day at the office from the moment I walked in.  I should preface my rant with some simple facts because of the horrible mental work conditions of the office I work in I am one of two people in my dept. now because of people out on leaves of absenses due to mental stress (we are down 5 people as of Monday yeah). 

    It started when I arrived in the office at 7am this morning.  When I walked into the door my manager promptly called me into her office to inform me that I almost got her in trouble because she left some urgent issues on my desk underneath the paperwork I was working on.  She came by my cubicle later to check if they were finished and found them in my desk after I had left.  So she had to rush and get them done before she got in trouble for it.  So after 15mins of listening to her wine, I opened my mouth to let her ears enjoy something she had obviously had not heard in a while.  Logic and Rationality.  I informed her I am working on three peoples jobs plus my own to keep our dept caught up, and it is not wise to just leave things on my desk when I am not there under paperwork that is already finished because I just put it back in my desk and file it the next day.  So please the next time I have to handle an issue that you are supposed to do hand it to me and inform me it has to be done today.  Well as you can imagine this just enraged her more so I was called into two more meetings (to discuss trivial crap)  before 10am.  Later on that day after I returned from lunch I was called into another meeting to be reprimanded further because I have not yet finished my part of my yearly review (just to inform you more my portion is optional yet I am getting in trouble for not submitting it mind you).  Yet again later on today at work about an hour before was leaving I was called into yet another one on one meeting to inform me of mistakes that were made last week from people that I had trained to help out our dept for the time being.  At this point I blacked out and do not remember much of the rest of the day at work, but I can not wait for tomorrow morning.  WOO-HOO!

Well I'm here on recommendation from friends to keep them up to date on my life. So it looks like I will have to tell them over the next few days that I am finally on LJ. Well there will be more to come as soon as my life gets more exciting.

Well it is time for my ass to head to bed.

Oh and watch this from youtube. 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qsEyCLQXxmA